Category: Self Harm

Part 3: What’s a Suicide Attempt?

I may have tried to kill myself this past weekend…. Twice.  I was more in what my previous therapist would probably call my dysphoric hypomanic state, hijacked by emotions and impulsive, than the cold deliberate planning suicidal side of me that takes the time to think of how to commit my suicide ethically – if … Continue reading Part 3: What’s a Suicide Attempt? →

Part 1: Am I Suicidal?

I had two alternate plans.  I knew the route I would drive my car up the Henry Hudson parkway as if commuting to work, the concrete wall I wanted to drive my car into which was the pillar of a bridge selected to ensure I avoided harm to others, and the approximate speed, 50 mph, … Continue reading Part 1: Am I Suicidal? →